"Globally, suicide takes more lives than murder and war put together"
Global Suicide: No Singularity, Just Evolution of Deadly Rationality
Evolution of global suicide rates:
US military suicide rate exceeds combat fatalities:
Well I have never used Skype before,I usually stick with yahoo. As for what you said "but you know what you are missing out on and those memories will haunt you every second you are alone." I actually had one hell of a spiritual revelation when I recalled these memories a couple of days ago. Two days ago I was consumed by sadness once I realized I may never be able to be around loli's as much as I could before. Not to mention the fact that everything I believe in,everything I stand for,everything I represent is despised by the entire world. The only way to live is to live a life of sadness and misery where as if I find peace and live a happy life children could get hurt because of my actions. Of course I could seek "help",but that might do me more harm than good,because pedophiles get treated like evil sub-humans.¬†
Anyways I let these thoughts consume me until I reached a new level of pain and despair,IT WAS TERRIBLE! The more I thought about it,the more I wanted to die and to make things worse sometimes terrible music plays in my head when I am sad. I can't remember the name of the video game,but it was an old sega genesis game and it had this god awful music and sometimes when I get really sad that music pops in my mind and that just adds more disgust and pain.¬†
I developed a mindset like this " I am a monster. I am like a virus that's hard to get rid of and nobody would want to help a person like me. If I seek help it could just make things worse and everybody will hate me once they find out about who I really am,if I kill myself I could go to hell or cease to exist and my corpse would be consumed by maggots and other bugs,not to mention the fact that everyone I love wouldn't even care if I died because god forbid somebody mourns over a pedophile. People would just laugh and mock who I was when I was alive. Even the ones closest to me would be glad that I was dead." The pain was so bad that it almost made me black out and then I finally decided to pray and see if a god would respond to me or help me.¬†
I prayed for like 5 hours (no joke!) and there was no response,and then the next day I prayed some more. Out of nowhere a thought suddenly popped up in my head. I was like in a deep meditative state and I felt as if I was becoming a completely different person. That's when I saw life through the eyes of nature! It was amazing and at first I couldn't even believe what I was seeing,and once I set my emotions aside I saw life in a way that I never even thought was possible. I saw through the eyes of life,death,good and evil and the only word I could think of that could describe my experience was CHAOS. It was amazing,but sad at the same time...that's when I finally learned the "meaning" of life...well at least I can say there is tons of evidence to support what I saw.
That's when I saw good people as evil people and evil people as good people,but at the same time BOTH groups are niether good or evil. For the first time in my life I am very close to achieving the status of a Buddah ( awakened one). The only thing I have left to do is adjust to my new perception of life and sooner or later the sadness will become a thing of the past! Anyways I want to share something about pedophilia on /con/ so it will be posted today or tomorrow. Sorry for putting my theory off for so long,but like I said before I am using a phone to access the web and it takes forever to finish a post. It will be up soon though,I might also post my theory on the meaning of life as well.¬†
Huh, I think I still have a yahoo account that I haven't touched in years. Wonder if it's still around. Anyway, I've stopped caring about how the whole world hates me years ago, that's the last thing on my mind these days, it's not like I am terribly fond of them and need their approval. Norms are ignorant, weak, thoughtless, self-absorbed cockwarts and I couldn't give less of a shit what they think about me.
Think of it this way, most of the world still hates gays because the repeatedly altered old testament of the bible which ONLY applies to the JEWISH religion loosely hints at gays being evil, and also explicitly forbids seafood, pork, circumcision, working on sunday, and women talking in church, but it advocates rape, slavery, wife-beating and child murder...of coarse they ignore all those parts, but that ONE fucking sentence talking about homosexuality which didn't even fucking exist in the older drafts of the bible is a good enough reason for most norms to completely disregard a large segment of the population for how they were born. THESE are the fucking people who devastate you with their disapproval? Priorities man!
Lolis are all that matter in life, regular humans are a lesser life form and their opinions matter about as much as a filthy sewer rat's opinion should matter to you.
Anyway, you haven't reached a new level of pain and despair until you've either puked or started itching intensely all over. That's why you need to cut these thoughts off before they get to strong, and it might be years before you can do that mentally with no outside distraction. Also, try listening to really depressing music, that always helps for me, makes me feel better because it forces me realize that things could be much worse. Take this for example, my favorite doom metal band:
As for all the meditation stuff, that's where you lost me, I am far too literal for that stuff, it would never work with me.
I know this is old,but this post caught my attention. I hate to say this,but I think world peace is impossible. I think mankind is just a worthless piece of shit and the only thing we are good for is making tools in order to make ourselves happier and nothing more. I agree with you on religion though,I think religion itself is very destructive,but at the same time if religion didn't exist then there could only be more destruction. I mean if you were to eliminate the fear of an eternal punishment people would probably just kill eachother even faster and the overwhelming majority of the population would just go crazy.
¬†"Loli's are all that matter in life, regular humans are a lesser life form and their opinions matter about as much as a filthy sewer rat's opinion should matter to you. " True...For a while I never really gave a shit about how others thought of me,but I guess I sort of care about how my family see's me. I am what I am though,and I just need to stop giving a shit and go back to the way I was before.¬†
I think I said this a while back,but not too long ago I was hit by a vehicle and I almost died right there and then. A few months ago I was introduced to a whole new level of physical pain and it altered my perception of reality. The pain was so bad that I got to the point to where I just wanted to die. Well to make this story a little shorter I ended up having multiple surgeries within a week and after the second surgery I ended up feeling even more pain and it was actually worse than it was right after the actual accident! I spent over 5 hours of the night screaming in agony until I finally passed out.
During that week of hell,I started thinking about death and what it might be like:"will I just cease to be or will I go to hell?" LOL then I starting dwelling on the idea of hell,and how terrifying it would be to deal with a pain that was by far worse than what I was going though. I was never really afraid to die,but those ideas really messed with my head and to make things worse,on the 4th day at the hospital my heart almost gave out on me.¬†
My heart had a hard time dealing with all of the trauma and I had like 7 doctors trying to stabilize my heart rate. Then suddenly out of nowhere I could feel myself slowly dying and that was beyond painful,but I barely made it out alive.¬†
I know things can be worse (a lot worse) and I already listen to depressing heavy metal songs,by the way I can't load that link you sent me. Still ever since then my idealism died and my dreams are nothing more than a mere memory now.¬†
When it comes to the opposite sex,all I think about is Loli's,but what if...what if it's not even possible for pedos to be accepted? That thought has been haunting me for a while and just thinking about it makes me feel like my heart and soul is being ripped out of my chest and thrown into a fire pit. Oh well...I'm just going to have to learn how to cope.¬†
Still these debates have kept me sane over the years and it really did help me function and deal with my unfulfilled life. What happens now? Who knows. Anyways have you ever heard of the band Five finger death punch? That band has plenty of depressing songs.:)
One more thing,if you want to read about some of my theories on pedophilia check out /con/.
Actually, religion has caused a lot more destruction throughout history than it has prevented. For every reformed criminal who makes a conscious decision to go straight and uses religion as an excuse to stay that way, there are hundreds of people who were slaughtered for worshiping the wrong god. The entire middle-east was a peaceful place as early as 60 years ago, then out of nowhere they decided to start living their lives more strictly by their sickening misinterpretation of Islam and...well, you've seen the results. It seems at first glance that religion should keep people in line, but the reason it doesn't is because it is too easy to bend to your own will. People can find pathetically weak and historically inaccurate excuses in their religion to kill in the name of their god, people can do whatever the fuck they want and ask decide that god will forgive them, or they can mistake their own subconscious for the instructions of god to do even more evil. There are too many loopholes and it's too easy to get around every rule and justify every action, except for the Jewish religion which is extremely strict and has an insane amount of rules that are impossible to get around, which is why Jewish people tend to be the least dangerous out of every religion.
But the difference with non-religious people is, atheists don't believe in an afterlife so the life we live now is too important to waste, and agnostics realize that every religion has some balance of good and evil so it's best to stay on the safe side and be a good person in case there is an afterlife in which you can be punished for your actions on earth.
Generally, people do whatever the fuck they want regardless of what their religion says and no amount of logic and common sense can change their mind because it is easier to desperately cling to your beliefs than adapt to a new system, but religion only acts as a justification tool. Without religion many people would be left with no excuse to kill whoever they wanted and conservatives would have no excuse to continue holding back progress, not to mention thousands of kids would have gone unmolested by priests. Not only would society be a safer place without religion, we would be at least 1000 years more advanced
Well I've never experienced anything quite that bad all at once, but I have been in constant pain since I was about 10, due to several muscle problems. I can't tell whether it might have gotten better within the past few years or I am just so used to it that I barely notice it anymore. Either way, physical pain is really the least of my problems.
I still can't understand how you are a few years older than me, yet you still care about being accepted by the idiot masses. I don't know if pedos will ever be accepted and I really couldn't care less, I like not being accepted, because at least it makes me more interesting than the the faceless norms out there who all blend together. I don't want to be like them, I especially don't want to be like some boring male stereotype who talks about nothing but cars and sports. They may see me as some weird loser but I see them as weak-minded sheep, they will never have their own thoughts and opinions and they will never stand out.
If you want to be accepted, sit around drinking beer and watching football all day while talking about banging ugly old grannies. If you want to be an individual, the first step is to stop giving a shit what these sheep think of you.
"Not only would society be a safer place without religion, we would be at least 1000 years more advanced." It's possible,I mean as long as we still have politics mankind could still function. Well there may be some hope for mankind,but still I have little to no faith in humanity or maybe I just hate my own speices.¬†
As for God I'm not really sure if there is a God,I mean hell if there's a God then why does he allow such terrible things happen to decent people? I don't really believe in the Christian version of God,but I'm not excluding the possibility of the existence of a God. If there is a God or Goddess out there I sure hope that he or she is kind and merciful. Or who knows maybe life is completely meaningless.¬†
" If you want to be accepted, sit around drinking beer and watching football all day while talking about banging ugly old grannies. If you want to be an individual, the first step is to stop giving a shit what these sheep think of you." First off I hate being fake,I just don't see the point in having "friends" if you can't even be yourself. Hell I would rather be alone than to have fake friends and I have always been that way. No the only thing I care about is what my family thinks of me. Of course now I am starting to care less,only because they don't have a fucking clue about how I really feel about kids.¬†
Honestly I'm not even sure if there is a word out there that could express my feelings for loli's,I mean I could say I love them,but even that word isnt perfect. It takes a pedophile to understand a pedophile and I guess you could say that makes us more unique. It is what it is...It's not like I am extremely upset about not being accepted,it's just that I wish I could be around loli's. They are just so wonderful! People are sheep though,there's no denying it,freethinking is pretty rare nowa days.
As for pedophilia,I don't think we are mentally ill I just think we were dealt a bad hand and I think that's why the government insists on labeling pedophilia as an illness. When I first started doing research on this subject I actually found several government websites that said that pedophiles shouldn't be accepted,but at the same time they said that pedophilia is a sexual orientation that exist to preserve our speices. I also found another website that explained about how normal pedophiles are etc. Anyways I would say about a year later these websites VANISHED and I still can't find them. There was something that did add to my sadness though,one of my favorite doctors gave up on defending pedophilia and how it is not an illness, of course he did get outvoted though.¬†
I think we are normal/natural,I mean if we can't be detected irl and it's very easy to mistaken a heterosexual man for a pedophile then I would say that we are normal and I also think that we are more normal than the gays,because some gays are just easy to spot! I was going to mention this in /con/,but I'm tired and I think it will take me too long to post it there tonight so I will post a part of it here.¬†
I think pedophilia exists in nature,but the thing is I think the sexual part of our attraction is pretty much useless. When I first read that article about pedophilia being a sexual orientation that exists to preserve our speices I assumed that it had something to do with breeding or something related to sex. The thing is though pedophilia isn't just about sex,there are other feelings that we have towards kids such as love,admiration,fascination,charity,beauty etc. Now these feelings are A PART OF OUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION so these lovey dovey feelings that we have for kids are not the same as how a heterosexual would feel for a child. At the same time many pedos don't necessarily fall in love with kids either,there is like a parental instinct and a romantic element involved,so this is a unique sexual orientation.¬†
So why would evolution create a pedophile? Why do we have these strange feelings for loli's? Pedophiles have been around for thousands and thousands of years and life back then was a lot harder than it is now. Now I know that most parents love their children especially back then and a parent doesn't have to be attracted to their children in order to protect and take care of them. However what if the parents died or what if the child got lost? A child is defenseless without an adult and I can see how someone could easily lack the motivation to take care of a child that wasn't theirs,so nature had to find a way to save these defenseless children,thus pedophiles were born. We were designed to take care of them,make them happy and PROTECT them until they grow up. I think this is a good possibility,besides a "sexually abused" child is a hell of a lot better than a dead child.¬†
Who knows though,I think doctors need to quit being biased and actually start doing more genetic testing. Well sorry for the long post,but this saved me a lot of time in the long run...good night.¬†
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My family are also the only people who I give the slightest fuck what they think about me. They might accept me for who I am, and they might not, so why take the risk by telling them? As far as they know, I am asexual, and I have a pedo friend who went the same route with his family, because it's just too much damn work to pretend we are normal heteros or something.
As for your theory, it's a good one, I've never considered that. Maybe pedos serve 2 functions, maybe we were created for the reason you mentioned and we continue to exist because the world needs more people who don't reproduce to balance out overpopulation. Evolution does have a way of balancing things. By the way, is there some other way I can contact you so we can leave this lovely thread to the guy who masturbates to suicide stories?
>guy who masturbates to suicide stories
It's better than masturbating to stories of delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophiles.
Excuse me, but did I ask for your fucking opinion? Why don't you go auto-erotic asphyxiate yourself, you complete waste of organs.
>Excuse me, but did I ask for your fucking opinion?
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who is expressing his off topic opinion in someone elses thread.
>you complete waste of organs.
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who everyone would hate if they knew was a pedophile, and most would say is a complete waste of organs.
I hate the fact that some people want to hurt LGs and I have found a place for people that like LGs like me to see. check it out if you are interested.
"By the way, is there some other way I can contact you so we can leave this lovely thread to the guy who masturbates to suicide stories?" We could talk on a pedo thread in /con/ I guess. Normally I don't give out my email address on a chan,because with my luck I would get attacked by a bunch of trolls.¬†
As for my family,I know for a fact that they would hate me if they ever found out about my secret. I don't even have to assume that they would hate me, I KNOW they would hate me. By the way there is no way in hell that I would ever tell anybody irl that I am a pedo,unless I have a death wish.¬†
Also I want to apologize to OP,I didn't mean to spam the hell out of your thread. I can get carried away sometimes,and I sort of started this whole thing.
What are you still doing here? I thought I told you to go auto-erotic asphyxiate yourself.
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In that case, you can just email me here:
quindarious.gooch @ gmail.com
That's a temporary account I just made, I can delete it later.
>What are you still doing here?
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who is still someone elses thread discussing off topic material
>I thought I told you to go auto-erotic asphyxiate yourself.
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who everyone would hate if they knew was a pedophile, and most would think would be better off committing suicide.
"and most would think would be better off committing suicide." I have thought about this a lot,but the thing is if there is a hell then Im screwed,so in the end I would not be better off! I would much rather feel dead and empty inside,and sometimes cry myself to sleep at night and cursing the world I live in vs burning in an eternal lake of fire! Of course I don't really believe in god,but I want to be in the safe side. ¬†I won't post on this thread anymore unless it has something to do with suicide.¬†
Did you really just say the exact same thing twice in a row, with the same picture to go with it? Are you retarded or just lazy?
Oh, let me guess what you're gonna say next..."says the delusional pedo blah blah who cares"
Give it up dude, before it stops being funny and starts being sad.
>Are you retarded or just lazy?
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who is too lazy and retarded to start his own thread to cry about his problems being a pedophile.
>Give it up dude, before it stops being funny and starts being sad.
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who just replied to the same copy and paste post.
Ok, now it's sad.
>Ok, now it's sad.
Says the delusional, winy, mentally ill pedophile, who just replied to the same copy and paste post, FOR THE THIRD TIME!
Message received. Sorry I'm a day late.¬†
This is sad,but also funny. I like watching the delusional,mentally ill moral fag complain about pedos posting in this thread and calling us delusional,winy,mentally ill pedophiles while at the same time it hasn't even been fully proven that pedophiles are mentally ill.¬†
No more name calling though,this thread is about suicide so here it goes: A few years ago I met a guy who seemed normal at the time and he was also kind of cool. However about 5 months ago he went insane and cut up half of his face with a knife and then he cut his dick off. He then stabbed himself and died. Sad shit man,sad shit.¬†
Also a few years ago a boy I knew killed himself after he got in a fight with his parents. I also knew a sweet loli that killed herself by cutting her wrists. I didn't know the girl very well,but her parents had a very bad reputation and they spent most of the day stoned and strung out in drugs.¬†
I'm not a moral fag. I could care less if you like to fuck prepubescent children.
>it hasn't even been fully proven that pedophiles are mentally ill
I just calling that poster a mentally ill pedophile because he is clearly mentally ill and a pedophile, I didn't say that ALL pedophiles are mentally ill.
"My therapist committed suicide, checking out of a life that many perceived as an almost perfect one":
Third suicide at the same suburban school in less than a year:
Guitar legend Ronnie Montrose kills himself:
Woman killed as suicide jumper lands on her:
"The rate of people taking their own lives is soaring in Europe at such a clip that the trend has given birth to a new media term: 'Suicide by economic crisis.' "
I like how this semi-decent thread has been derailed into yet another aimless debate about pedophilia. This is how these arguments always end up, with people¬†regurgitating¬†the same tired concepts and throwing petty insults at each other. But whatever, I am sure both sides are enjoying discussing their *favourite* topic.
I played a part in this and now I sort of feel bad. I think the only time I will ever discuss pedophilia in an¬†
unrelated thread is if a bunch of other pedos start a debate,but even then I will refrain from posting.¬†
Well I guess if there isn't a solution to the male pedo's tragedy,then I really don't have any desire to live. I mean I just don't see the point of living if you can't even be around lg's. If our situation is truly hopeless then,my soul will just fade away and all that will be left of me is a walking,emotionless corpse. And yes I am prepared to accept this possibility and if this happens,I will wait a few years and then an hero once the pain becomes unbearable. In the end though,my death will be epic and I will turn this tragic situation into a comedy. Well farewell. May the love and light shine on in this dark and cruel world...
Do it faggot
This board could really do with less of your "life is so hard for us pedos!" bullshit
It's easy for someone who is not a pedo to say that. Also, this thread is fucking retarded anyway, nobody gives the slightest fuck about these stupid suicide stories.
Oh believe me, I want to fuck kids. Big time.¬†
But at the same time wanting to fuck kids is the least of my worries.
Well congratulations, your "Worst Problems in the Universe" trophy should arrive in the mail shortly.
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