i masterbate to my cousin......she has her own thread on a different chan pic unrelated
Wow, way to not specify which chan, much less who she is. Not that would prove she was your cousin, but still. So let's get some details. How did you find your cousin's pics on another chan? Were you just looking though one and suddenly your found your cousin, or is it more complicated than that?
thats exactly how it happened. A friend told me about this cool website that had all kinds of free porn and there she was. a whole thread full of pictures. I don't know who is posting the pictures but im not complaining :) i just need therapy
Therapy? This is certainly an interesting to look for that. So, what is your relationship like with this cousin? Do they live near or far from you? How long have you been masturbating to her pics? And how does doing that make you feel?
I fapped to my little sister since we were kids shame she's grown old and ugly now
Hell OP I have fapped to my younger cousins several times. Your not alone man.
>>168559 do you have any sisters?
>>168564 Yes.
>>168567 How old are they? Have you ever fapped to them? I used to dream about fucking my sister all the time when we were younger.
It's for fantasies like these that I'm glad I'm an only child. And that my one attractive cousin doesn't camwhore (as far as I'm aware anyways).
>>168569 My sisters are adults now,well one of them is still pretty young,but she is out of my age range. I used to fap to them when they were younger. I'm not going to lie though,I think my sisters are pretty hot especially back then.Â
>>168559 That's good to know. at least it isnt unheard of I also have 2 sisters and the things we did together as kids would really get you guys going. one day I will share.
>>168590 Why not today?
OP can u post a nn pic of your cousin?..thnx in advance ;)
Is that all? I for one have been sexually obsessed with a younger cousin for years. I still remember taking some pics of her while she slept, good close-up shots of her crotch. I just pulled back the covers and spread her legs. I allso stole a pair ofd her panties to jerk off into, and sent her explicit texts and emails too. tried corrupting her lol with some porn and weed too. She's older now though- I'm more interested in my young niece she is hott...
>>168636 Back when I was 16 years old (the good old days!),I was sexually obsessed with one of my cousins. She was 11 years old at the time and for the most part 80% of my feelings for loli's isn't sexual at all,but damn she was fucking HOT! Whenever she was around I would fap to her at least 5 times a day. One time during the summer I stayed at my grandparents place for two weeks,along with the rest of my cousins and let's just say I did a lot of fapping and I also had a lot of good dreams during that time! My cousin was so beautiful,cute and sweet,but there was just something about her that really turned me on. During that vacation my family and I would go swimming every now and then,and I always made sure that I had some water goggles with me so I could watch my super hot cousin swim under the water. Looking back I realized that what I did was just a waste of time though,considering the fact that on the last week I was there,my cousin's swim suit got messed up and I ended up getting a full view of her pussy by accident. On one of those days at the "pool" I was sitting not too far from the "pool",just soaking in the sun enjoying the moment and not too long afterwards my super hot cousin ended up getting out of the pool after getting in a fight with my sister. Right when she got out of the water I got a full view of her pussy and it was a sight to behold! Then I felt really bad for her so I pointed out to her that she was being exposed and she immediately covered herself and she looked really embarrassed. Still that just made my day! I had so many sexual fantasies about her and I even liked to write books about those fantasies. I would have loved to taste her and then cum all over her. Of course I also would have hugged the hell out of her if I could,however one time she did cuddle up with me while I was watching tv. She might have had a thing for me though,every morning she would come in my room to wake me up and she would always wake me up with a bunch of kisses on the cheek. Those were good times man...Good times. LOL yet I was in denial about being a pedophile back then.Â
>>168640 For once you tell an interesting story.
>>168641 There's more that involves the same cousin. I started becoming sexually obsessed with her when I was around 12 years old. Come to think of it,I think she was the hottest loli I have ever seen irl! When I was 15 I saw her partly naked for the first time,but only because she walked in the same room I was in,naked...She had the hottest butt! I only got to see her ass for a few seconds,but damn! Fucking hot! I even wished that I could transform into a tapeworm and live inside of her ass. Keep in mind that my sex drive was a lot higher back then. Even now I still have a butt fetish though,but I guess I could blame that on my hot cousin! By the way has anybody in here ever wanted to have sex so bad to the point where your knees would shake? This happened to me a lot when I was a kid. Anyways I won't use my cousins real name,so I guess I will just call her Missy in my story's.
>>168642 Well, I think she was my first sexual obsession with a girl as young as her, she was probably 8 or 9 at the time and I was maybe 13/14 when I first managed to spy on her naked while she took a bath, also managed to cop a feel of her thighs and ass a few times, just playing around and stuff, allso when she sat onn my lap I would position her so my throbbing hard-on rubbed against her ass. I don't think she was the sexiest or anything, just the most available/vulnerable, plus the taboo of incest ANd pedo fantasies at the same time... My niece on the other hand, is seriously hot, only 12 but looks like the blonde in the pink shorts in my second photo, but sexier with an amazing ass and incredible long slim legs, which she fuccking loves to show off in tight little shortts and skirts, fucking prick tease. i'm not gonna lie, there was no confused feelings of love or hugs or anything, just sex/abuse/rape/torture with increasing violence. I have filled several notebooks with detailed fantasies and scenarios I have played out in my head about doing stuff to them while fapping over their pics which I still keep along with some of their stolen panties... Christ yeah, my whole body would shake and my heart would thump and I could barely breathe and my vision was blurred whenever I met them andd I wouldn't know where to look, kissing them goodbye in front of parents, etc wads nerve wraking I would be shaking and sweating. Going in for a hug you can feel their developing breast meat presed against your chest fuuuck also yeah big butt fetish I am only interestede in fukking them in the ass and cumming all over their pretty lil faces or in their ass lol
jeez, I don't understand why it came out looking like that...how do i delete a post or edit? or will a mod do that? I just meant to space them out like paragraphs...
>>168656 I'll report it for you.
>>168654 It's cool knowing that I am not alone on the butt fetish and the fantasy books. Your niece sounds really hot by the way and the same goes for your cousin. I love it when a 12 year old loli wears those really tight shorts and shows off those sexy legs. "i'm not gonna lie, there was no confused feelings of love or hugs or anything, just sex/abuse/rape/torture with increasing violence." When I was younger sometimes I would get off on the thought of raping and torturing a loli,but those thoughts were just fantasies though. However once I turned 19 I just became really lovey dovey when it came to loli's. I mean I still have a high sex drive,but whenever I'm with a loli sex is normally the last thing on my mind,unless they are wearing bathing suits and sitting on my lap! Of course I do get turned on by their short shorts and short skirts though. Still I can't imagine being around a loli and not having the desire to hug her or not having strong lovey dovey feelings for her. A few years ago I was able to get away with giving one of my cousins a pat on the ass,but I pretended like I was trying to spank her. I was going to say more,but I am so sleepy so I will stop right here for now. I have just been so busy lately and now it's getting to the point to where reading alone just puts me to sleep now! >>168656 This has happened to before,so you are not alone. Be careful how you use your enter key,your message won't look the same once it's posted...that is if you computer is like mine.Â
>>168665 You are such a fucking faggot. I hate you and hope you die a horrible death.
>>168667 You are a fucking jerk! I hate you and I hope you die a horrible death.
>>168667 What's with all the hate?
>>168665 Nah, there was never any affection or emotion toward them from me other than sexual, I actually resented having to kiss and hug them in front of relatives etc and hiding my raging boner and the thought of just punching them in the face or grabbing them by the throat before butt-fucking themm raW until their assholes were just a quivering pink mush, do a little ass-to-mouyh on 'em, make 'em fuckin lick their shit and blood off my gick, and taste each others as I swap holes... only anal and oral, ;-) pussies are for dildoes,,, I would make my older cousin fuck my younger niece with a strap-on in the ass, while I rape HER ass!!! I wanted to lick the tears off their crying faces. Also wanted to make a collar and leash or noose out of barbed wire for each of them that I could yank on and bite her tits and threayen them with a knife. Then cum in her asshole and make her fart the cummy shit & blood flavoured mess into my nieces moutth and mak her swallow it then makem eat each ohers assholes. It was intense bro they were just fresh meat to me had to get em alone to cop a feel of them properly.... my cousin's pussy was the first I ever saw when she was 8 or 9 or so, and one of the nicest preteen cunts I've seen and watching her ass fill out into a nice tight bubble butt in her bikini on family holidays was frustrating...
>>168676 Because he or she is an ignorant asshole! >>168677 "I wanted to lick the tears off their crying faces. Also wanted to make a collar and leash or noose out of barbed wire for each of them that I could yank on and bite her tits and threayen them with a knife." Wow,I am nothing like this at all other than my high sex drive. I admit that I would like to put a collar on one along with a leash,but that would only be for role playing though...
>>168677 Gotta agree with this guy. I just wanna treat these girls like crap and humiliate them. Most of the time I'm a fairly good, conscientious person, but when my dick gets hard all I think about is hurting and killing little bitches. Nothing is hotter than seeing a little cunt like this cry in pain.
>>168707 I sort of agree with you guys. There is nothing hotter than the thought of ripping a loli's teeth from her mouth,that way she can give me better blowjobs. It would also be fun to slap them around some and if they get really bad I could burn their little pussy's with a hot iron. I am just trolling! No,I don't know why I just love loli's. Hell it doesn't even matter if they are annoying as hell sometimes. For some reason even if they screw something up I just can't get mad at them. Like one time my boss let her young granddaughter be my little helper and for the most part she is very fun to be around,but when she makes a big mistake it can be a doozy! One time at work she really slowed me down and she also broke some expensive equipment,of course by then I guess there was no way I could hide my frustration and I lectured her about being careful with the equipment in a firm voice. She looks up at me with this sad expression on her face and then she tells me "I'm th-orry" and by then I just wanted to give her a big hug and tell her "oh I just can't get mad at you!". Of course I really did say that to her,I just didn't give her a hug. No I could never hurt or torture a loli. I don't even understand why someone would want to do that to a loli. Now the mild rape I understand,but the severe rape makes no sense to me. Hurting a loli would be like destroying my soul. Women on the other hand are worthless,selfish,ignorant,evil pieces of shit! If I was a heterosexual I could so see myself slapping the hell out of a stupid bitch and humiliating her. Many women deserve to be treated like shit,but loli's deserve to be treated like princesses and goddesses. So in a way I am like G,but for the most part we are very different people.Â
>>168711 >Women on the other hand are worthless,selfish,ignorant,evil pieces of shit! Some are nice. :(
>>168711 You are a heterosexual, dipshit. Age doesn't factor into heterosexuality. You want people to think you're a homo? Keep on saying you're not hetero. Moron.
>>168713 Not all of them are evil,but for the most part I just hate women. Some of the most selfish people I have ever met are women and honestly I think women are far more evil than men are.  >>168714 "If I was a heterosexual I could so see myself slapping the hell out of a stupid bitch" Wow! My bad,I know I have done this more than once. You see,in my mind I know that I am a heterosexual (heterosexual pedophile),but a while back I sort of twisted the definition of the word heterosexual in my mind. It's a long story,but it's pretty bad when you start using your warped version of heterosexuality online. I really need to quit doing that. There is no point in trying to explain it,because even I think it's kind of messed up. I just need to be more specific. Oh fuck it,you know how some people say that being a homosexual automatically makes you a pedophile? Well we both know that's bullshit,but since pedophiles are a minority I eventually just separated homosexuality,heterosexuality and pedophilia into three different categories. I know it's not right,and it probably doesn't make sense to you guys,but it makes sense to me and that's all that matters!
>>168720 Did a woman treat you badly in some way which caused you to become a misogynistic pedo? The most well adjusted and intelligent people in society like women and little girls equally. Don't be a creep.
>>168707 "I just wanna treat these girls like crap and humiliate them." -That's all they are good for,man! "Most of the time I'm a fairly good, conscientious person" -Funnily enough, so am I, I have female friends too, but secretly hate 99% of women too, and they all say I'm a nice guy, etc, I just put on an act to fuck their friends, but the rape fantasies with women are just that, I jerk off and get over it, but little girls are more frustrating because there is no legal outllet. "but when my dick gets hard all I think about is hurting and killing little bitches. Nothing is hotter than seeing a little cunt like this cry in pain." -Yes! exactly! I hate the stupid shit they say, their dumb faces,the way they cry so easily angers me, stupid little cuntS. I wanna give them something to cry about, see their dumb faces contorted by fear and pain to feed off it.....but why kill the bitch when you can sell her as a sex slave?
>>168721"Did a woman treat you badly in some way which caused you to become a misogynistic pedo?" Yes,like I said before "some of the most selfish people I have ever met are women." I knew a couple of women that almost destroyed my life. Let's just say if their pissed off enough,one could easily have your ass sent to prison even though you didn't commit a crime. I just hate women,they get everything they want. I am also jealous of female pedos,they have it way easier than the male pedos do. Also at one point in my life I did try to condition myself to be attracted to women,and if I couldn't be attracted to them physically at least I could be emotionally attracted to them. Even that failed though,only because most women are so fucking selfish. They expect the whole world to revolve around them especially in a relationship. Also thanks to feminism,child neglect and child drug abuse has gotten a lot higher! Feminism is slowly destroying our children and it's fucking up our economy. "The most well adjusted and intelligent people in society like women and little girls equally." To me the average woman= a selfish bitch and Loli's= Wonderful,selfless,Angelic beings. I think only an idiot would like women as much as little girls. I'm not trying to be a jerk;besides my family,I have only met one nice woman,other than that I have yet to meet another one.Â
>>168724 Little girls are not angelic and perfect like you believe them to be, they are idiotic and annoying. Women and little girls are basically the same, except that women have lost the cute and innocent factor; which is what you find so attractive. The way you put LGs on a pedestal and worship them is repulsive,  yet you seem to see it as poetic and attractive in some way. You're sickening on so many levels.
>>168727 "The way you put LGs on a pedestal and worship them is repulsive,  yet you seem to see it as poetic and attractive in some way." That's not very nice and I don't see anything wrong with these feelings! Now I admit that loli's can be annoying sometimes,but their cuteness and sweet personalities make up for it. When it comes to loli's out of my age range though,only then their annoying as hell. Take 5 year olds for example,I can't even stand to be around them,and being around one for like 5 minutes feels like 5 hours to me. I still care about children under the age of 8;but they drive me crazy though! I guess,since I don't find women attractive I will naturally notice the dark nature of women. As for loli's,I don't even know if there is a word in the English language that could describe my feelings towards them. Little girls are just wonderful,I don't even know how to explain it,but being around them just makes me extremely happy for some reason. It's like magic,it's as if loli's have this magical aura that shines off a light that can easily brighten your day lol. I know that sounds weird,but that's how I feel. They are also fascinating to me. Each loli has a unique personality. I also love their innocence and no it's not because I want to take advantage of them,I just like how simple they can be. A woman is selfish and judgmental,where as a loli loves you for who you are without being fake. Their innocence takes my mind off of all the shit that goes on in the world,they are just so precious. I will spare you the long story. I just think little girls are perfect and being around one makes me feel like I have died and gone to heaven. These feelings that I have for loli's is also the main reason why I don't think pedophilia is an illness. Because of my pedophilia I happen to notice children more than non-pedophilic adults. We exist for a reason and hopefully one day the rest of the world will at least try to understand how we really feel about kids.
>>168730 The way you talk about these things is different from any other pedo come across before. To me it seems like it's more an illness for you than it is for other pedos, because it's more a of a psychogical thing than an ordinary fetish. Really I'm doubting whether you can be classified as a pedophile, since it's more like a bizarre all-consuming obsession than a sexual orientation with you.
>>168723 I can't even fucking imagine what your parents did to you to make you turn out like this. You have the exact same irrationally hateful mentality of every serial killer ever. You've convinced yourself that your desires stem from a logical train of thought and that there is a legitimate reason for your animosity toward kids, but there is nothing rational about this, because a healthy human mind doesn't hold immaturity against children considering that's literally the entire point of being a child. A sociopath only thinks everything they want to do is rational because they have an even lower capacity for empathy than the dumbest animals. I'm trying to think of an analogy that explains the irony of your stance, but honestly there is no example in the world better than: "it's like hating kids despite the fact that you once were one". Maybe it's because you blocked out all memories of your undoubtedly horrific childhood that you think you were never stupid and never cried and you were always as "mature" as you are now, but of coarse you need to be capable of empathy to understand why that concept makes you a raging hypocrite. The truth is, you are less mature than any child, because even they would realize that your desperate attempts at a justification for wanting to hurt people are laughably pathetic. The average toddler has a stronger sense of right and wrong than you do. Maybe I'm wrong about the whole sociopath thing, at least I hope I am, but either way, you need some therapy like right now. >>168727 If you are the same guy in 168723, the idea of you calling anyone else repulsive or sickening is hilariously ironic. If not, then you are just a sad pathetic little creature, clearly incapable of understanding emotions stronger than the primitive cromagnon urges that compel you to fuck anything that moves. The very concept of finding the way somebody cares about another human being "sickening" says a hell of a lot more about you than him.
>>168733 I don't know what kinda pedos you have been talking to on hardcore tor boards or whatever, but I practically worship lolis as well, and so do my other pedo friends. But because we obsess over them, that somehow makes us less of a pedo to you? What is the logic behind that? Do we not qualify as pedos in your eyes unless we only see lolis as objects to use and throw away like spank tissues? You are the equivalent of a rapist saying "You saw that woman walk by and you didn't tackle her into the bushes and rape her? Obviously you are a homosexual!" In what other sexual orientation does it make even the slightest fucking sense that the more you care and obsess over what you are attracted to, the less you qualify as being attracted to them? Clearly you want us to seem like the freaks for actually caring about lolis so you seem more normal for whatever the fuck you are into. You are the one with the problem, not us, deal with it.
Wow this thread went in a really weird direction. And that's saying something.
>>168734 I can fantasize about rape and torture to my hearts content and nothing negative will become of it, because I have a strong enough conscience and enough compassion in me to not do anything like that. But people like you don't understand that your fantasy, when translated into real life, is just as damaging as mine. Whatever loving and tender feelings you might have towards kids are nil when you're using them for sex. I'm at least aware that my fetish is an issue, a fact which in yourself you seem to be unable to recognize.
>>168735 By using the term "lolis" it is abundantly clear that you don't give the slightest shit about them.
>>168737 When did I give off the impression that I would attempt to justify any form of sexual contact with a loli? As much as I might like to, I never would, because I know it is always damaging, maybe nowhere near as damaging as what you want to do, but regardless, I care about them too much to do that. >>168738 So you took those long bitter rants defending the position of worshiping at the feet of lolis as if they are gods as proof that I don't care about them? Before you were just ignorant, but now you're embarrassing yourself.
>>168733 Oh believe me I am a pedophile and pedophilia is definitely a sexual orientation. About 80% of my feelings for loli's aren't even sexual,but at the same time these feelings are a part of my sexual orientation. Also,I admit that I am sort of obsessed with loli's,but that's only because I am an exclusive pedophile. I honestly have little to no attraction to women. Since I am only attracted to loli's,I will naturally think about them a lot and since it's kind of rare for a pedo to be allowed to have any type of relationship with a loli,I will obviously think about them even more than a non-exclusive pedo would. Most pedos are non-exclusive by the way. Also I might not be able to visit this chan as much as I could before,only because every time I come on here now,my device tries to take me to this stupid porn site! It only happens when I visit ichan and trying to view this actual site is time consuming now.
>>168739 So why the "I'm better than you" attitude? We both know our fetishes are fucked up, and we both wouldn't ever act on them in real life, so there is really no difference.Â
I'm a pedo and hate all other pedos. I can't stand seeing or hearing about other men showing affection over little girls, unless it's in a fatherly way. You all disgust me.
>>168743 "I can't stand seeing or hearing about other men showing affection over little girls, unless it's in a fatherly way. You all disgust me." I don't see anything wrong with showing a loli some affection,as long as the pedo doesn't fall in love with her. I think if pedos were allowed to have some type of relationship with a child,we should be seen as mentors and older friends that love children. I don't think a child would benefit from being in a romantic relationship with a pedo. I don't really have a problem with hugging and kissing loli's,just as long as they know I am like their mentor or something like a father figure. I think it's sad how people find it more acceptable to see a child being neglected and ignored,but people think its so strange for an adult to spend a lot of time with a child and making them happy. Seriously this kind of thinking isn't logical at all. This kind of thinking is just downright stupid. >>168742 I missed this one. "our fetishes are fucked up," I don't think our attraction is fucked up,pedophilia is just a unique sexual orientation that exists to preserve our species,and even some open minded doctors believe this. I think we're normal for the most part,but even with that said,sadly the world just isn't ready for us yet.Â
I masturbate to my cousin too. He's 12 years old (quite younger than me) and I've been turned on by him since he was 9 years old. He lives just across the street and he loves to walk around with his shirt off. Every time I see the boy with his shirt off it makes my dick very hard and I end up masturbating over him. One time I was babysitting him after he came home from school and I masturbated over him while he was in the living room watching tv. I jacked off with the door open enough to where if he went into the hallway to use the bathroom he'd see me masturbating to his picture. Unfortunately he didn't see me shoot my load over him.
